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unbelievable!!

cant believe seeing this photo..............forgotten that i have taken this photo at 2001...

scarier by the day..........

i am sort of getting more and more afraid of myself as i am getting scarier and scarier by the day. i notice lately that i am willing to do whatever that is needed to achieve my target, legally or illegally. i am really afraid of what i will be doing in the future just to get things done...........

all this become so so obvious because of the society i am involved in. after almost 2 years of study, suddenly i automatically become the secretary of the society. and since i am part of the commitee who only held the post for the past few weeks, not much activity could be done, especially lead by a extra 'effective' chairperson. With just about 8 committee members which includes 3 sleeping ones (1 of them did virtually nothing and another 2 did nothing at all) and only about 5-6 weeks of time, the workload is quite heavy and the pressure is mountaining.

we only manage to organise a visit to a robotic competition. this trip is sort of a failure and a success. failure in which only 11 participants went for the trip and the successful part is we manage to get everything done within one week. with so many formalities to follow in this college, organising any event need real good planning and all applications need to be put 12 working days in advance. the greatest part of the event is out of the 5 non-sleeping and 1 virtually sleeping commitee members, the virtually sleeping one 放飞机 at the last minute. giving a lame excuses of a burst tyre. and the chairman who is an expert in giving instructions but does nothing is not present, giving yet another stupid excuse.

another annual general meeting suppoesed to be held last week. i sent in the application earlier and book the society room. however, there is some problem and the director of the student affairs department want to see the chairperson. Unsuprisingly, the chairperson is too afraid to meet him and instead of solving the problem, he doesnt even want to meet him. few days before the planned day, he told us that it will be cancelled without any information when will it be actually held.

so everyone wait and wait. and my chance of getting the certificate for my post is getting slimmer by the day. as that is the main aim of becoming the secretary of this society, i did all the application of the certificates by myself and my assistant secretary. we did not even discussed it with the 无聊chair without person and went straight directly to the advisor.

for this application, we forged his signature for a few times because there is some minor minor mistakes in the application letter until it was noticed by the advisor luckily, he is an easy-going man and he knows that we really want the certificates badly. i even dropped the names for the 2 commitee members. after making all the corrections and get the head of school approval, the application letter is finally sent in. Job done.

then around 3pm, i received a phone call from the college, asking me to submit documents about the new commitee members. with the chairperson no where to be seen and no news about the AGM, how am i going to get the supporting documents for my certificates?

again, we went straight to the advisor to discuss about it and setting the date on this coming friday. all this should be done by the chairperson and we as the secretaries set everything by ourselves. thanks God there is not much problems with the advisors as he is easy to compromise.

hopefully the juniors is still here and will be able to attend the AGM this friday......with all the supporting documents available by then, hopefully i will be able to get the certificates before i leave the college.

hopefully all the illegal stuff wont repeat itself again..................

think about it..........

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.

Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin!

exam soon again!

it has been just a while since my last semester exam ends, and now is my final exam which is just less then 2 weeks away. OMG.....

although i am taking only 3 subjects this short 7-week semester, it seems like it is putting lots of pressure on me. maybe because this is the final exam of the whole course and there are not a single chance to resit any failed paper. i really wonder how the rest who have a few resit papers really cope with their studies. should be busy like hell.

fortunate but yet unfortunately, there are almost no progress in my studies at all. feel so lazy to study. everyday on the laptop and that's it. almost non-stop clicking till the wee hours of morning...i wonder when will this end.....

totally frustrated....

i always wonder why i am the one who is doing the group assignments most of the time.almost 95% of the time. sometimes i get so fed up and frustrated with the assignment that i just feel like leaving out the names of those who doesnt contribute at all. some dont even take the initiative to ask what they are suppose to know and some just assume that that is my job, and as the same group with me, i am suppose to complete the whole assignment completely and just include their names in the end. i dont mind doing assignments that can really improve my technical knowledge, but some assignments are just too idiotic to do, just a total waste of time.

the official exam result has just been released yesterday. the top scorer sort of advertising himself, saying that if his cgpa is to drop another 0.1, he wont be getting any scholarships anymore when he transfer to other university. didnt think of other people feeling. some of them fail a few subjects and they did not utter a word of complain, and this young man is there advertising his 3.91 cgpa. so annoying.

getting more and more frustrated these days. hopefully everything will pass sooooooon........grateful that i need to suubmit the assignment tomorrow, then no need to worry about that stupid assignment any more..........waiting for the day when i dont need to do assignment for others who just share the credit... should relax more this days and just concentrate onmy studies for the last semester.....to forget about everything ...............to cool and pacify myself........or else.................................