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i am just in the middle of the semester. but i am feeling very left behind in my studies. i am quite sure i am not the only one, but i think i am the only one feeling terrible about this. others seems to be enjoying life.

just completed 75% of my moral assignment. quite happy with it especially after it was checked by my lecturer. just made some minor mistake. only a bit frustrated with my group members. there are 6 of us including me. it should be the largest group in the whole course because we are supposed to have only 5 members( 1 join in late). 1 did nothing, 1 did 5% of his part, not seen the work of 2 of them, 1 tried very hard but still cant do it. in the end, i am doing for 4 people. i wonder why this always happens to me. why am i always be the one doing assignment for others? while others enjoying life and goes back to their respective hometown, i am struggling in front of my laptop doing assignment for others. everyone gets the credit but no one appreciate it. i am so so grateful that i still have one team member who is always there to help me out. the rest is near to hopeless.

so much things to do and study but yet so little time.......going to go crazy soon....